Today has been full of doubt, anger, fear...and a whole bunch of other yucky emotions...AND I've felt physically "ill"...
What's going to happen? Will God come through? Will we look like idiots?(no pride issue there!)
I hate the unknown, and well, NOT being in at least SOME control of the situation! It would help if I had some skill or talent that I could "sell", and work at home...but I don't...AT ALL!
I'm NOT crafty, creative, and I don't bake or cook(at least nothing that I could actually in good conscious sell someone)...so me bringing in extra income to help out is unlikely.
So...I feel guilt too now....this sucks!
PLUS, I have to go to the Dr. on Monday for a "mystery" pain that needs to be checked out....great!
It's just one of those days.....