I'm going to whine...so if you don't want to hear it, you might want to check out someone else's blog right now.
We got word today that our paperwork is STILL with the MOJ(6 weeks later)..has not been signed...and NOT in court....we don't know why. There have been no requests for more paperwork, etc..and we are very discouraged. We were told that the MOJ has 40 days to look over our dossier and sign it before turning it over to the courts(this is not what other families are experiencing that we know of). We are being told it may be mid-May before court...that puts travel at the end of June..6-8 weeks later than expected...5- 5 1/2 month process total since first trip..
I'm crying out to God for mercy right now...it doesn't seem like such a big deal, but when others at this stage are moving right along, it is devastating!!
Ava has a birthday at the end of June, and I'm heartbroken that she may spend yet another one in the orphanage. I fear she will forget us...that it's going to be harder to adjust for her...
I really need the Lord to increase my faith right now...cause I'm running low:(
WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY?(insert foot stomping here:))
It seems that every time we move forward a little, we get shoved back again...
Lord, give me peace right now, when I just want to rage against the world!!!!